Reason Behind....

I went to my first seminar last week as a government servant. Now for someone who came from private organisation, I would've thought it will all be talk,talk,talk from 9 to 5. No such thing. It was more to eat,eat,eat. I mean, it's not that I'm complaining about the eating. It's just that, I've come to understand why government servant are so prone to having their precious tea break every 5 minutes.

You see, during these seminars, participants are provided with the best of what a good 5 star hotel could offer. Reason being, this will probably be the only time that you can enjoy all that services usually enjoyed by people with money. I mean the government are generous enough to provide allocation for these seminars right, so why not take advantage of it? Now being Malaysia, we all love our food. And what better way then to enjoy it for free. We ate every 2 hours. Breakfast,lunch & dinner consist of all you can eat buffet. Brunch & tea break consist of fried chicken, cheese cake & samosa. Oh yea, there was supper too which normally consist of bubur caca & fruit cake. And when you trained your stomach to consumed food every two hours, it tend to get used to it. I mean, I used to skip breakfast & brunch & sometimes lunch, & I would still be ok. Now, I get hungry the moment I stop stuffing food into my mouth. (Hance the frequent tea break).

So, don't blame the employees for their attitute. Blame the freakin' system for making them that way

Next blog...

'The secret on why government servant don't make eye contact'.

Something to Think About

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success.
' Never leave that till tomorrow', he said,' which you can do today.'
This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear.
Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo?
The early bird catches the worm.
A stitch in time saves nine.
He who hesitates is lost.
We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant.
That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.

P/S: HAppy Easter...:)

A Piece of Mind

It's been a while.....business as usual, social life none existent ....:(

My brain has been working overtime.

Have been waking up super super early (at 5.30am no less) for the past 4 weeks. Had to do in order to beat the traffic. Felt like I was going back to school. New job has been taking over my life. BFF is pestering me with her wedding plan arrangement. Mum & I have not been in good terms this past few weeks.

March comes & goes. It's April & I'm turning 30 this month. Yup, the BIG 30!!!**sigh** Time flies when you're having fun (or not). What saddened me the most is (I know this is gonna sound silly)...I missed having to celebrate my B-day with my ex BF....

I guess I just miss HIM, period. I mean it has been a while & I think I'm ready to move on but my heart just got burned really bad that any attempt to give it another try died down pretty quickly before you could even say B-O-Y-E-E-F-R-E-N. I hate feeling this way & I know I should just be happy that I didn't get married for the wrong reason. For all I know if I were to get married 2 years ago to HIM, I would probably be a mother of one with ISSUES. And thinking back of the said issues does make me wander why I love HIM so much...* sigh* guess it's just one of those mysteries in life. But I do miss HIM a lot (still do... ) & I still love HIM but I also hate HIM all at the same time,.... it's pretty confusing at times & it just drives me nuts!!. He was after all the love of my life. And I know that when you break up with your BF & if you do still love him, you're supposed to wish him the best in life & hope that he's happy doing whatever that he's doing, well .............I for once would like to wish that...

HE'S FUCKING MISERABLE FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE & IF HE DOES GET MARRIED, I HOPE HE HAS A BAD ONE!!!!!!!

I am not ready to make nice....!!!