It's Just Another Manic Money

Don't you feel time stand still on Monday? Everything is on slow mo...
I dread Monday!! Doesn't anyone??!!....sigh...

Arghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

I wake up with hatred tis morning for my best friend. & I dont simply hate ppl for no reason, but dont u just have one of those days when u just want to push ur BFF down a cliff or in front of a bus cos they're acting like asshole sometimes. My BFF u see is tis nice mother of two. Now she's a gem & all but she has this habit of making other ppl doing things her way. Good skill to have in life but when u decided to use it on ur BFF (& i dont mean just this one time) ur just pushing it sista. Patience has it's limit!!

So tis former BFF (at least for the time being) forgot her precious coat in my car last nite & she had to fly to KL tis early morning for a meeting. as not to jinx the out come of the meeting (tis is beginning to sound silly)... she insisted that i have to send THAT stupid coat to her on my way to work at 6.30am which means i have to reschedule my sleeping pattern for her which means i would have to wake up super super early & beat the morning traffic just so i wouldnt be late to work. being a nice (ahemmm) person that i am, i said i'll try but NOooooo........she said I MUST(& almost make it sound like it's between life & death). now my drive to my office takes me an hour & the airport(where she wanted me to send it) is the opposite direction. there is no way in hell i would do that & i have zero patient when it comes to traffic jam. My mum, being sympathetic decided to volunteer, no questions ask. & how did my friend react to that?

'But can't it be u instead, then probably we cld have breakfast while we wait for me to check in at 8?'

HElllloooo...what part of I don't wanna be late for work dont u understand? u think i work for my father & just comes to work at any time of the day. just becos i work for the government doesnt mean it's ok to be late. i mean really, that's just pushing it. My mum who has nothing to do with ur stupid ugly coat problem volunteer to send it to u and had to miss her rerun of Mcloud's Daughter at 8 (she never ever misses that). I've had enough of ur insensitivity & I hate u to death right this moment.

Now, tomorrow i might love u again....Perhaps

Two Cents Input Puhlez!!!

I recently have tis notty thought about my tattoo artist (whose name i shall not mention). Never quite figure out why I never thought of him that way. Nice fella & have known him for quite sometime ( 15 years or so).

now anybody who knows me know that i can get pretty anal when it comes to ahemmmm....MEN by hey, he just make my head spin every time he smile!!!(eakkk...) so for the past 2 weeks or so, i've become tis insane, obsessive person trying my very best to be flirtatious (which is so not me cos i'm shy & i do feel kinda silly sometimes).

& then last nite i had an epiphany. looking at my tattoos (which i really love & wanted to get some more, from him of course) i couldnt stop thinking if going after tis guy is a wise thing to do. where would i go to get ink if i made fool of myself & i wld be too embarrass to go to his place after that? & what if i succeeded in my quests but things doesn't end well down the road...where would i go then?? tattoo artist r like ur soul mate, once u find THE ONE who understands u, there is no way ur gonna go to someone else (weird no?) & besides a good artist r really hard to find. Do i really want to ruin tis fantasy i have with him....(arhhhhggg) or just bite the bullet & just have a go??

Now, u must be wandering why i'm asking a stranger's opinion. Cos my friends' ideas semua tak pakai & they give opinion U want to hear & not being objective about it. I hate it when i coulnt make up my own decision...so HELP!!??