I recently have tis notty thought about my tattoo artist (whose name i shall not mention). Never quite figure out why I never thought of him that way. Nice fella & have known him for quite sometime ( 15 years or so).
now anybody who knows me know that i can get pretty anal when it comes to ahemmmm....MEN by hey, he just make my head spin every time he smile!!!(eakkk...) so for the past 2 weeks or so, i've become tis insane, obsessive person trying my very best to be flirtatious (which is so not me cos i'm shy & i do feel kinda silly sometimes).
& then last nite i had an epiphany. looking at my tattoos (which i really love & wanted to get some more, from him of course) i couldnt stop thinking if going after tis guy is a wise thing to do. where would i go to get ink if i made fool of myself & i wld be too embarrass to go to his place after that? & what if i succeeded in my quests but things doesn't end well down the road...where would i go then?? tattoo artist r like ur soul mate, once u find THE ONE who understands u, there is no way ur gonna go to someone else (weird no?) & besides a good artist r really hard to find. Do i really want to ruin tis fantasy i have with him....(arhhhhggg) or just bite the bullet & just have a go??
Now, u must be wandering why i'm asking a stranger's opinion. Cos my friends' ideas semua tak pakai & they give opinion U want to hear & not being objective about it. I hate it when i coulnt make up my own decision...so HELP!!??
3 comments:
Ha ha...i really enjoyed reading this. NOT that i think that you're current predicament is a laughing matter of course!
I think i know who you're talking about, and if it IS him, then i agree that he is totally hot! But i also agree with you that if things went wrong or if he didn't reciprocate your feelings, then it would be awkward as arse going to him for a tattoo later.
Maybe it's just an infatuation that will pass later. I get the same obsessive feeling sometimes about a guy and i think about the person for weeks, only to realise later that it was nothing more than a physical attraction and that it has passed.
If it's real love, then i say go for it. If not, i think your tattoo-future takes precedence.
Hope that helped! :p
Point taken...gosh, i think u guess rite(blushing...) but seriously even my friends doesnt know my who my latest infatuation is. they're nice ppl but can sometimes be pretty nosy. 29 & still clueless about men. really i thought i would be over this by now. i'm an adult for heavens sake & the thought of even making up my mind about men makes me feel like i'm 16 ....sigh.........
Oh man...i feel EXACTLY the same way!
You'd think that we wouldn't have to go thru all this at this age!
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