I HATE BEING SETUP ON A BLIND DATE!!

Especially if I have NO CLUE about it. What is it about married friends who seem to think that they are doing us a BIG FAVOUR by setting us up with the next 'jantan' that seem to be available. Forget the fact that neither of us have anything in common or if the so call person (i.e. ME) wanted to be set up at the first place. And to make things worst, these friends of mine keep saying stuff like...

BET YOU GUYS WILL GET MARRIED NEXT YEAR (first meeting & already about marriage, it's just plain embarrassingly, especially to me ) or

SHE'S A GOOD COOK SO YOU ARE SO LUCKY (eh??? do you have to tell a complete stranger that, so he'll know how marketable I am)


PLEASE, PLEASE DO NOT MATCH MAKE ME and think you are doing me a favour. I have nothing against it but make sure when you guys want to do so, be sure THAT GUY can at least SPEAK instead of staring at my face or hair or what ever he was staring at. It's just plain rude. You guys know me long enough to know what type of men interest me. Don't insult me by assuming that any guy is good enough. I don't mean to be a snob but I had my heart broken once , so don't think just because he has a dick he's good enough. So please stop doing me a favour because you're not. And MIND YOUR OWN BLOODY BUSINESS!!!!

Latest UPDATE: I was just being told that THAT FUCKER thinks that I wouldn't make a good mother cos I have tattoo. GO FIGURE!!!

SOB!!

Why do men tend to think women who go clubbing are cheap sluts? Seriously!! Just because we drink & dance our ass off does not mean we're easy. In fact, we are far from easy cos I think those women that think they're too good to do all things they deem 'cheap' are much much easier then us.

Last Friday, my friend & I decided to hit the clubs as it's been a while since we had our ladies night together. So there we were, drinking our long island teas & flirting with this cute hunk when this good for nothing guy came to our place & had the nerve to grope my ass. Serious shit...he didn't even have the decency to say hi. Just GROPE it like it's his to begin with. Now you might think it could be an accident, but trust me when I say, I know how accident feels like. That was definitely groping. Anyways, I was too high at the time to care so I just grab my friend & decided to hit the dance floor & guess who followed us??!! The stupid perverted asshole!!! He strategically station himself behind me & (yup, you guess it) grope my ass again.

Now I was beginning to think perhaps there's a sign on my back that says, 'Grope My Ass' cos it can't be of all the assess there was at the club that night, my ass seem to be the one he's obsessing about. So I turn to him, gave him the biggest smile a woozy women could give & told him use his hands instead to shove his short dick up his own damn ass & go fuck himself!! (I think I said that loud enough that people standing around us can actually hear). Stupid guy didn't even wait for me to finish ........he just left, perhaps to find another ass to drool after.

Where do these guys came from??? Has it been that long since I've been out there that there's this new breed of guys that just do it, ask questions later. Groping ass is suppose to make me interested in you for some reason?! Is it a secret code I'm suppose to know?

'Ooooo.....that was nice of you to grope my ass. I'm interested in you too. Now can I grab your dick so that I can figure out your size then perhaps if I think your size is perfect, you can buy me a drink?'

The nerve of some fuck idiot!!!

The Ultimate Thing to Ponder...

Why is money never enough?

I found myself broke ( yet again...) & it's only the middle of the month. The funny thing is I didn't even buy anything. It's just gone. I couldn't be spending it all on food cos I don't think I ate that much. Haven't bought anything for myself for the longest time, haven't been out clubbing or socializing, in fact have not been doing anything but sit on my ass the whole month & still the money just dissappear. It's like there's a hole in my purse.

I was probably richer when I was a student living on the allowances my dad gave me. Hack, I could even afford to sneak out of college & go out 3-4 nights a week back then. How I managed to do that, I don't now.

Truth be told, no matter how much one earn, it would never be enough. There's always something to buy, spend on, to pay....but why is it, when we earned much less back when we first started working, when we pay the same bills, buy the same things etc...as now, we are back to square one? Where did all that extra pay go? We ( by we, I meant ME) , always tell ourselves, a hundred extra would make so much different but would it really make a different?

Maybe at the back of my mind, I'm just getting feedup of not being able to enjoy my hard earning income (cewahhh....) but hey, maybe that's a sign of being an adult & taking a quote from Grey's Anatomy;

"We're adults!! When did that happen? And how do we make it stop?"

Things To Ponder

Why are cigarettes sold in gas stations when smoking is prohibited there?

Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing?

If you can't drink and drive, why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor, and why do bars have parking lots?

If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors?

If a cow laughed real hard, would milk come out her nose?

Why is it that when you transport something by car, it's called a shipment, but when you transport something by ship, it's called cargo?

If a black box in a plane is indestructible, why can't they make the whole plane out of it?

Why is it that when you're driving and looking for an address, you turn down the volume on the radio?

If someone invented instant water, what would they mix it with?

Why is it called a TV "set" when you only get one?

Why does your nose run and your feet smell?

Why does an alarm clock "go off" when it begins ringing?

If pro is the opposite of con, is progress the opposite of congress?

Why does "cleave" mean both split apart and stick together?

Why is it, whether you sit up or sit down, the result is the same?

Why is there an expiry date on my sour cream container?

Why call it a building if it's already been built?

Why do kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns because they taste funny?

What do sheep count when they can't get to sleep?

When you choke a Smurf, what color does it turn?

Does fuzzy logic tickle?

How come wrong numbers are never busy?

Do radioactive cats have 18 half-lives?

Why call it "take" a dump, when you leave something behind?

Why do we call it a hot water heater if the water is already hot?

If you throw a cat out a car window does it become kitty litter?

If corn oil comes from corn, where does baby oil come from?

How do they get a deer to cross at that yellow road sign?

Is the color orange called that because it's the color of the fruit of the same name, or was the fruit called orange because that's its color? Which came first, the color or the fruit?

After eating, do amphibians have to wait one hour before getting out of the water?

How can there be self-help "groups"?

If a mute swears, does his mother make him wash his hands with soap?

If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?

Instead of talking to your plants, if you yelled at them would they still grow, but only to be troubled and insecure?

Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice"?

Just before someone gets nervous, do they experience cocoons in their stomach?

It is hard to understand how a cemetery raised its burial cost and blamed it on the cost of living.

If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?

Why is a pear called a pear when there is only one?

Why did God give men nipples?

Is grass really greener on the other side?

Do boxer shorts box?

Why do you wear a pair of panties and only one bra?

Why don't sheep shrink when it rains?

Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?

Why is it called a "near miss" when you don't hit something?

When sign makers go on strike, is there anything written on their signs?

Before the light bulb was invented, what appeared over peoples heads when they had an idea?

If you spin an Oriental person around and around, does he become disorientated?

If a vegetable goes into a coma, is it called a person?

If you try to fail, and succeed, which have you done?

If you wear an antennae to a wedding, would the reception be better?

If you put a chameleon in a mirrored box what color would it change to?

Why do people point to their wrist when they want to know the time? Do I point to my crotch when I want to know where the bathroom is?

If you were scared half to death twice, would you be 3/4 dead or 100% dead?

If the cops arrest a mime, do they tell him he has the right to remain silent?

If one synchronized swimmer drowns, do the rest end up drowning as well?

What should you do if you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant?

If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still wrong?

If you asked a librarian where the books on self help were would they tell you, or would that defeat the purpose?

If ATM stands for Automatic Teller Machine, why do we call it an ATM machine? And if PIN stands for Personal Identification Number, why do we call it a PIN number?

Reason Behind....

I went to my first seminar last week as a government servant. Now for someone who came from private organisation, I would've thought it will all be talk,talk,talk from 9 to 5. No such thing. It was more to eat,eat,eat. I mean, it's not that I'm complaining about the eating. It's just that, I've come to understand why government servant are so prone to having their precious tea break every 5 minutes.

You see, during these seminars, participants are provided with the best of what a good 5 star hotel could offer. Reason being, this will probably be the only time that you can enjoy all that services usually enjoyed by people with money. I mean the government are generous enough to provide allocation for these seminars right, so why not take advantage of it? Now being Malaysia, we all love our food. And what better way then to enjoy it for free. We ate every 2 hours. Breakfast,lunch & dinner consist of all you can eat buffet. Brunch & tea break consist of fried chicken, cheese cake & samosa. Oh yea, there was supper too which normally consist of bubur caca & fruit cake. And when you trained your stomach to consumed food every two hours, it tend to get used to it. I mean, I used to skip breakfast & brunch & sometimes lunch, & I would still be ok. Now, I get hungry the moment I stop stuffing food into my mouth. (Hance the frequent tea break).

So, don't blame the employees for their attitute. Blame the freakin' system for making them that way

Next blog...

'The secret on why government servant don't make eye contact'.

Something to Think About

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success.
' Never leave that till tomorrow', he said,' which you can do today.'
This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear.
Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo?
The early bird catches the worm.
A stitch in time saves nine.
He who hesitates is lost.
We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant.
That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.

P/S: HAppy Easter...:)

A Piece of Mind

It's been a while.....business as usual, social life none existent ....:(

My brain has been working overtime.

Have been waking up super super early (at 5.30am no less) for the past 4 weeks. Had to do in order to beat the traffic. Felt like I was going back to school. New job has been taking over my life. BFF is pestering me with her wedding plan arrangement. Mum & I have not been in good terms this past few weeks.

March comes & goes. It's April & I'm turning 30 this month. Yup, the BIG 30!!!**sigh** Time flies when you're having fun (or not). What saddened me the most is (I know this is gonna sound silly)...I missed having to celebrate my B-day with my ex BF....

I guess I just miss HIM, period. I mean it has been a while & I think I'm ready to move on but my heart just got burned really bad that any attempt to give it another try died down pretty quickly before you could even say B-O-Y-E-E-F-R-E-N. I hate feeling this way & I know I should just be happy that I didn't get married for the wrong reason. For all I know if I were to get married 2 years ago to HIM, I would probably be a mother of one with ISSUES. And thinking back of the said issues does make me wander why I love HIM so much...* sigh* guess it's just one of those mysteries in life. But I do miss HIM a lot (still do... ) & I still love HIM but I also hate HIM all at the same time,.... it's pretty confusing at times & it just drives me nuts!!. He was after all the love of my life. And I know that when you break up with your BF & if you do still love him, you're supposed to wish him the best in life & hope that he's happy doing whatever that he's doing, well .............I for once would like to wish that...

HE'S FUCKING MISERABLE FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE & IF HE DOES GET MARRIED, I HOPE HE HAS A BAD ONE!!!!!!!

I am not ready to make nice....!!!